Am I a loser?

For leaving a party at 11:30 ish to come home and watch TV and blog?

Maybe in your opinion, but not mine. It's the smartest decision I have made in a while.

I want to go to spin at 10am tomorrow. That means that I need to leave my house at 9:15 which in affect means I need to get up at 7 I(I like to putz around.).

So no I'm not a fucking loser. If I stayed I would have just gotten wasted and would be out till 4am. Jesus just thinking about that makes me sick . I have shit to do tomorrow.

So fuck that - I'm a loser - I don't give a shit.

I rather be blogging than getting wasted and feeling like crap tomorrow.

I have a goal - 10am spin - and that's all that matters.